bleeding in the summer

You are the existence I crave to have
The passion that crawls through my thin veins
And I can't find where I end and you begin
Can't find the line where pleasure becomes pain

And you are the massacre tearing my flesh
The sting of the razor that sings your voice
But I can't cut you out because I let you in
Even if you never gave me any other choice

You ask me everyday, what is this worth?
And I know I would never pay a cent
But I don't know the difference between priceless and worthless
And I guess sometimes demons can be heaven-sent

And you are the infinity I wished could exist
You are the poison I am always choking on
So kiss me good-bye and bury me deep
Liar, say you'll miss me when I am gone

you are the pills, the burns, the wounds
And in you I find what I am meant to be
Nothing and everything, but anything for you
And you never once even looked at me.

(2002)